Unappreciated

No I don't have a job and no I'm not going to school but I still help in every way I can and I try to do what I can for my friends, and people who aren't even really my friends, but I'm still not appreciated for it. Am I ever going to be enough for anyone? Yes, this is melodramatic but it's what's going on with my life right now. What if I get too sick and tired of it and just decide to not help anymore? Where will people be then? I might not make that much of a dent when I help, but at least its something. And when it disappears you'll be wanting it back, well too damn late. Should have appreciated this more when you did have it.